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i woke up
and my feet were drowning
in a maze
i couldn’t get out of.
and i expected things to be real
and i want them to be real

so bad.

but this liquors
getting straight to my head.
and i’m drowning in voices
that put me to bed.
and i want them to be real.

so bad.

i want them to say
today’s the day
when everything’s real.
so real.

i’ve always wanted this -
so bad.


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theres-a-light-of-heavy-glow:

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And then one day after being fucked up for months I realized something


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maybe i don’t anymore.


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breakinq:

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What we think is less than what we know; what we know is less than what we love: what we love is so much less than what there is. And to that precise extent we are so much less than what we are.
R.D. Laing, The Politics of Experience (via stevekimarts)

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Promise me you’ll never let yourself get bad again. Struggle to say, ‘I promise,’ but let your eyes reassure me that you do.

I will not kiss your scars, I am only a romantic in some ways, but I’ll reassure you that I still care about every war torn piece of skin surrounding your bones.

Constantly remind yourself that you are made of goodness. Think of your best friend, your puppy, your mother kissing your baby belly. Think of how much they love you, and I’ll become their parallel, corresponding in the ways you need.

Remember, I do not have to be yours in order to treat you as a lover.

to the boy with soft scars and a mind of steel (via wnterish)

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thesoulpages:

How do I unlove you?

thesoulpages:

How do I unlove you?


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I have fallen into poetry and it has swallowed me up.
Keith Haring (via poetry-and-insomnia)

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i never look as pretty as i want to feel.


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lllnomadlll:

Bukowski | 40x50cm | Graphite on paper
If it doesn’t come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don’t do it.
Unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut, don’t do it.

If you’re doing it for money or fame, don’t do it.

If you’re doing it because you want women in your bed,
 don’t do it.
If it’s hard work just thinking about doing it,
 don’t do it.
If you have to wait for it to roar out of you, 
then wait patiently.
If it never does roar out of you,
 do something else.


Unless it comes out of your soul like a rocket, 
unless being still would drive you to madness or suicide or murder, don’t do it.
Unless the sun inside you is burning your gut, don’t do it.
When it is truly time,
 and if you have been chosen, It will do it by itself
and it will keep on doing it until you die 
or it dies in you.
There is no other way.


And there never was.
Charles Bukowski
Artprint by FineArtAmerica available here
For more of my art visit me here:
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lllnomadlll:

Bukowski | 40x50cm | Graphite on paper

If it doesn’t come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don’t do it.

Unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut, don’t do it.


If you’re doing it for money or fame, don’t do it.


If you’re doing it because you want women in your bed,
 don’t do it.

If it’s hard work just thinking about doing it,
 don’t do it.

If you have to wait for it to roar out of you, 
then wait patiently.

If it never does roar out of you,
 do something else.



Unless it comes out of your soul like a rocket, 

unless being still would drive you to madness or suicide or murder, don’t do it.

Unless the sun inside you is burning your gut, don’t do it.

When it is truly time,
 and if you have been chosen, It will do it by itself

and it will keep on doing it until you die 

or it dies in you.

There is no other way.



And there never was.

Charles Bukowski

Artprint by FineArtAmerica available here

For more of my art visit me here:

Website | Shop Facebook | Instagram | Pinterest


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You are cold and you are callous. You have no good and your writing is shit. You always strive to be better. You can't be and you won't be. You're corrupt, you're horrible, you're wrong. This isn't a troll message. You're just disgusting,
Anonymous

I won’t waste much time with this one.  But I think you are great for having your own opinion.  I hope you figure your struggles out and find some dreams to chase or something kind of like that. heart.


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"You don’t disappointment me." - b


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